| hey everyone....well i never thought i would be saying this but xanga is getting old and i switched to myspace....
check mine out http://www.myspace.com/wanderingeyesseeall
yea my cite is amazing
so0o this is my xanga farewell u r welcome to comment cauze i well check but i'd rather u comment my myspace so0o i'll hopefully talk to u all sometime
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| ok heres the deal...there is just to much going on right now and i just want to clear up that i don't care how this comes out whether u think i'm the most emo man on the planet i'm still gonna say it becauze i'm just so0o tired of everything....i had nothing to do for the past couple hours so0o i went back and read previous entrys and the comments that were left around the time i had one of my biggest problems with accepting myself and with mr.leiphart and all u all remember but anyway i almost cried becauze i just had so0o much support from my friends back than and it was so0o needed and i think thats the only reason i got through that and now i'm going through it again but much worse becauze now i have to put some effort into it...i'm talking about my weight and health...ok so0o i guess it's not fair to say this to everyone in a bitter tone becauze i try to keep it from u all (most of u) but i can't anymore i need your support to much to hold it in....the thing is that the last time i got weighed i was 330 and ever since i got to heavy for the scale, i have just been guessing but i have been going over the health risks with my docter and it scares me to my core when he talks about what could happen if i don't stop eating the way i am...and i'm sure most of u r just saying well than just stop eating like he said...well let me tell u that if it was that easy i would be as skinny as u right now but the best way to put it so0o u can understand is that food is an addiction for me and thinking about stoping makes me panic but thinking about going on with it makes me panic more! i just really need everyones support now more than ever becauze i don't know where to turn to anymore...HELP HELP
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| hey kids... well i'm updating my xanga in less than a week (gasp) becauze i well be in west virginia for the next 4 days!! so0o i thought i would update now so0o derek doesn't complain...anywayz i think i'm finally starting to get alittle better which is pathatic becauze i got sick a week ago!! on monday well i really don't remember monday...ok on tuseday i was with amanda and jon for alittle and apartently jon didn't really want me there and i soon relized this so0o i left and hung out with derek...pretty fun considering we were supposed to clean dereks room...we just ended up dancing to techno music with a strobe light!! pretty awesome...and today i was just saying my goodbyes and i just got back from talking with lauren for a bit...
So0o for those of u who r wondering i have a boyfriend now...his name is tommy and he lives in switzerland...he just moved there from england..he is really great and although it isn't like having someone right there next to u it is still better than what i did have (nothing) so0o if u have anything negative to say about it i well cut off your balls and make u eat them through a tube becauze i really don't want to hear it but positive comments are alwayz welcome
o0o and p.s i just wanted to say that right now amanda is living my dream and i hate her for it becauze she is at the fuckn all american rejects concert and fall out boy!!! i might have to cry in the least emo way...lol but still ahhhhhhhhhhh! i wanted to go so0o bad i hate u amanda...but bring me something 'insert fake smile here'
ok well i think that i have done enough hating and threatening for this entry...i don't know y all the violence is coming out but hey whatever so0o yea people leave me some bloody commentzz** thanx byebyezzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
Joseph Thomas Kingma 5/5/06
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| What kind of gay man are you?
(Gay guys only, PICS)
created by drumboi88
Your Results:
Horny
You are the Horny Gay Man! You can't help but fuck everyone around you. You've been known to pass your cock around. You don't remember a single guys name, but call them by the month and day you fucked him. Congrats...now go get tested!
I've been sick for acouple of days now and it kinda sucks becauze i missed school today and didn't get to go to the baseball game with amanda like i promised....also i would just like to say hi to tommy...who has helped me with everything over the past month more than i could ever imagin...thanx tommy!!....ok so0o i'm gonna go byebyezzzzzzzzzzzzzz
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just for everyones information since i have gottan like 10 people askin which tommy it is...the anwser is that it's know body u guys know he's from england...<3<3
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| hey guys...first of all i expect a congrats from all of u becauze i managed to update in a week like i originally promissed!!!...ok so0o things with the club i'm starting are going great! we have a list of students interested, a teacher advisor, and this is a new one, mr.sparmblack gave the ok that we needed so0o their isn't much more that needs to be done to insure that it's going to happen next year..becauze it basically is!! omg i can't belive it i remember when it was just alittle thought in my head that i thought would be kinda kool and now look! it just shows u what u can do when u put your mind to something, i would just like to give a special thanks to everybody who joined up for the club u have helped out more than u relize...(6 minutes later) omg!! i totally just had the shock of my life, i heard this loud noise that sounded like someone broke in and than i thought i heard footsteps but it was just my cat all along, holy crap i have not been scared like that in awhile...well i'm scared shit right now and too shocked to continue this tonight so0o i'll have to right more tomarrow...**commentzzzzzzzzz**
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